trying to quite loveing you
i hate that i love him so much and he dont love me back. he said he loved me before. i want him back so bad. my whole life is falling apart right before my eyes and there is nothing i can do to stop it. it feels like either way i go i am dumbed for life. i am stuck in a whole that i cant dig out of. i want him back. i cry every night. this is the first guy i have cared about and he dont even care about me. i wish i could fix things. i have tryed so hard to fix this but i cant. i hate this. i wish that i could make it better. i hate love it really sucks. i hate the way i feel right now. all i want is to be happy. i wish i could make him love me agian. i never even saw it coming. one of these days maybe i will be loved to. but i am not sure i want to ever give my heart away agian. i am way to afraid. i just want the one who has my heart to give me his. i cant quit loving him i have already tryed

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>>my best friend-Tim McGraw
>>My Immortal-Evensence
>>Broken-Amy Lee
>>Over & Over-Tim McGraw & Nelly
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>>bless the broken road-rascal flatts
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my full name is Mika-Mae Wilson. but my friends call me Mika-Mae. im a 15 year old living in Durant.I have green eyes and brown hair w/ blond highlights, my friends say I look like my aunt Kandy.
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