Well I am so confused. IDK what 2 do. This guy I used 2 really like asked me out. The only thing is I dont like him like th@ n-e more. I exepted the fact th@ we r just friend's & th@ was all we were ever gonna be TILL...Last night...He called me & it started out like n-e of our other talks then he started 2 tell me how much he liked me & how he always has. But I dont like him like th@ n-e more. It's wierd when u think nothing is ever gonna happen so u let it go then when u lest expect it 2 it does only u dont want it n-e more. I got over it & moved on. I mean we did go out once but it was only 4 like IDK... 1 month & I brock ^ w/ him cuz I am not gonna say. Then I tryed 2 talk 2 him about it like a thousend times but it never went n the direction I wanted it 2. Finally I moved on. I went out w/ 2 other ppl since then. I dont want him n-e more. I h8ed having 2 tell him th@. I tryed 2 tell him th@ I did 4 a long time after we brock ^ u just never said the right thing 2 make me think u still wanted me. He started 2 sound really angry. Then he yell "Then y n the hell did u brack ^ w/ me?" I told him y & he said it was stupid. & it was. I brock ^ w/ him like 2 days b4 school started last year then went out w/ Dunivan. 4 a long time I thought about him & liked him but after while if went away. It became more about John & then after th@ all about Brian. I didnt know how 2 tell himw/o making him really angry. But its only true. I didnt want 2 hurt him n-e more then I already had but I had 2 cuz n the long run if I would have gone out w/ him it would have hurt worse when I brock ^ w/ him. & lets just face it. We all know I would.

Well I talked 2 Tray 2night. I havent talked 2 him 4ever. It was fun. He is the funniest. -lol-

This weekend

Friday: Kaylyn, Ashley, & Stephanie stayed the night. It was really fun. We watched alot of movies & stuff.

Saterday: My dad came home so Kaylyn & them had 2 leave only then my dad said Ashley could come back over. Then we went shopping. I got a new purse th@ said Mrs. Afflack. Its awsomely cute. -lol-

Sunday: Went 2 wal-Mart & hung w/ Ashley. Then talked 2 Tray.

This was a really good weekend 4 me. I had lots-o-fun. I ♥ weekends liek this. I hope I have alot more of them.

Well I gots 2 get going now. I have things 2 do b4 I go 2 bed like, showering, & washing clothes. So I am out.

Sign the book.

♥ m&m

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