i will hide if cuz it makes you happy
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well i started out to write about how i really feel. but i changed my mind. its time to put all that away now. i cant live in the past anymore. the past is gone. i have to live in today. just like everyone elts. even if it kills me i am gonna move on. its time now to say good-bye to all the things that used to be and that were. i cant be that person anymore its time to change. all the memories are running threw my head right now. today is one of those days that its really gettin to me. but i found one thing to be true. it dont hurt as bad today as it did a week ago. think god. i know it will always hurt a lil but i will learn to exept that its over. cuz it its. i know shandy broke us up. alot of people told me so. it would take mirical to make him love me again. shandy is still saying stuff to him. maybe thats why were not together now. i wish she would just leave us alone. i mean she already completed her mission. now is her mission to make sure he dont love me again. well whatever. i just dont wanna care anymore. life goes on even if you dont want it to. my heart will be brocken more then just his time. all well if it happends. i will still smile threw the pain. i always do. its what i do best. act happy when my world is falling apart. i tryed not to and i still talked about my feelings. god i hate myself....i suck. -lol- so were getting a new car. its got a cd player. i am like super exhited. yeah yepe. hip hip heray. -lol-. well i am gonna go. thinks for reading. sign the book. with a hug and a kiss im out like this. m.wilson |
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Wearing:red silo shirt & blue jeanes Drinking:sweet tea Eating:nothin Thinking:about the past Talking to:Kari Felling:sad Linking:http://holdmeimcute.diaryland.com |
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Play List >>Undistcoverd-Ashlee Simpson >>my best friend-Tim McGraw >>My Immortal-Evensence >>Broken-Amy Lee >>Over & Over-Tim McGraw & Nelly >>fall to pieces-Avril Lavign >>bless the broken road-rascal flatts |
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Bio my full name is Mika-Mae Wilson. but my friends call me Mika-Mae. im a 15 year old living in Durant.I have green eyes and brown hair w/ blond highlights, my friends say I look like my aunt Kandy. |
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