the feeling of getting ^ on a cold winter day 2 find that its been snowing & we go outside & play n it 4 hour*s w* my day***walking around n the mall w* sasha goin* ^ 2 strang ppl singin* song*s just so they will give us odd looks.***sasha showin* e*one how she can suck n so far that it*s nasty***the way when my mom is n a good mood we all turn ^ the radio r put on a cd & =ly just jam out.***hearin* my parent*s say "one of these day*s were gonna have..."LOL***tryin* 2 sk8 bord but alway*s fall right on my ass.***those rare converstaion*s w* my dad***katey alway*s wantin* 2 b just like me***wakin* ^ 2 the smell of breckfist on Saterday that my dad had just made***how brian can make me smile even when i wanna b mad @ him i just love th@ boy.***the fact that my sister has found happyiness n john.***toe rings***wird lookin* sounds***kisses*** prutty eyes***dr.pepper***wird words***wird sayin*s***dvd*s***teddy bears***lissionin* 2 sasha*s thought on how a song should sound***Tanner wantin* 2 b just like who ever I am goin* out w* @ the time. What a kid***Cassidy bein* scarrd of e*thing***Lil Bo he*s such a cutie***Big Brother 5***wird song*s***worn out pants***flip flops***dancing***old movies of when u were a baby those r the best just don*t show them 2 u*r boyfriend LOL***How Kiki can make e*thing so funny w* her commit*s on how live us 2 b***sasha*s driving***sittin* n class w* brian & him sittin* behind me playin* w* my hair***lindsey & kandy cheerin* n kiki*s kitchen***teaching sasha how 2 dance***old pictures***bff*s***talkin* on the phone till 5:00 a.m. w* brian***bein* loved***singin* 2 the radio***game me & sasha play n the car 2 make the time go by faster***the show friend*s***the color pink***pizza***new cd*s***me & ashley talkin* about dumb stuff***texas***brian holdin* my hand***cuddling***my dad makin* duce what he call*s sing***bein* hiper***the fact that no matter how mean u r 2 u*r family there still gonna love ya***my dad***my bed***the mimorys of 4*ever lol***watchin* the rain***cassidy the bigest goober i know lol*** brian***stacey my best friend***bein* told i am beautiful***evenscence***my wonderful friend*s***laphing***country music***hoobastank***knowin* sasha will alway*s b ther 4 me no matter what i do n life***beer lol***rainy day*s***playin* n the rain***hangin* w* the ppl i love***the look n the eyes of a baby***brian*s smile***good day*s***friday night*s w* u*r buddie*s***my pool***knowin* that s*one will alway*s love me***bein* held***touch*s***luke straing kid but very loveable***

Things that make me angry

my mom always seem*s 2 b mad***my dad has 2 work so far away***my mom alway*s think*s sasha is havin* sex***the lie*s we have n our family***the walls that i have belt btw me & my parent*s***crying***me & sasha can*t seem 2 go a day w*o fighing***the news***the fact sasha is alway*s gone cuz she can*t staind what it*s like @ home***the lack of respect my parent*s have 4 me & sasha***bein* lied 2***the fact that most the time i have 2 lock myself n my room just 2 get away from the pain that*s locked n the walls of what i must call home***my best friend is so far away***brian being gone***ppl bein* mad @ me***the fact that i am so scarrd of being alone***the way brian can make me feel completly invisable***these tear*s that can*t seem 2 stop fallin***fellin* emptay***felin* usless***my life n general***the fact i wanna b s*one else***the brocken fellin* that just won*t go away no matter what i do***good-bye*s***when s*one u really like brake*s ^ w* u***that happyiness seem*s so far away 4 me***this jail i much call home***bein* me***findin* out s*thing bad happend 2 s*one u love

well i go 2 go. sign the book

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