kaylyn is comeing over to stay the night tomarrow. were going to have so much fun.....i think. anyway. i am so glad that i am getting my life back. i mean i have had lots of fun just being me latly. not trying to impress anyone. not trying to...well yall know. its been good. i went bowling with matt howard, cooper smith, jennifer smith, and john smith the other day. i had lots of fun. monday i am going to go again. so it will be fun. i havent been with my friends the whole time me and brian went out so it feels good to get back in the swing of my real life. i missed all my friends. i really didnt know i missed them that much. maybe this break up was for the best. -lol-

i am so glad that i have friends that are here for me. i really need them for the time that i am going threw right now. and have been going threw. they are the best. i just love them. i dont think that i could have made it threw with out them. there are some people i could do with out right now tho to -lol-

being single is fun. i can do whatever i want with whoever i want. i dont have to think would brian like this if i did this because i dont matter if he would anymore. the next person i go out with i am going to juggle my friends and boyfriend alot better. i mean my friends are the best and i really need them. i could have lost them think god that i didnt. yall now.

but you know what they say....

true friends are loving true friends care and at the end true friends are there.

thats true they are. now i know who my true friends and who arent. maybe this will be a happy ending. -lol-

well i guess i am going to go now. thinks for reading. sign the book please i need some loving. -lol-

m.wilson

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