Angry all the time
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My mom has been n a bad mood what seems like my whole life. I dont remember a time when she was happy. This makes me sad. I am so scarred that I am goin' 2 turn out th@ way. I know how she got th@ way. I have hurd the storys. She has been threw alot of pain so I guess it left her angry & bitter w/ the world. My g-ma told me th@ when she was my age she was alot like me...Now its scarres me. I also now understain y she is like this & it makes me not resint her as much..I just wish she wouldnt take out out on me & Sasha. Ppl really hurt her & treated her unfairly. I know ya'll r wonderin' y I am writing this well there is a reson.... I have found myself angry alot l8ly w/ the things th@ have been goin' on. I c th@ I am handlin' them alot like my mom did. She would get angry w/ the situation instead of showin' how it really made her feel. I c that I do th@ alot. Instead of cryin' cuz s.thin' hurts I yell & scream. But then l8ly when I get angry I cry. I have this reactions mixed ^. IDK y I just do. Its kinda odd. People think s.thin' that happend made me sad when it made me angry & ppl think s.thin' made me angry when it made me sad. I dont want 2 b like this n-e more. When I have a family I dont want 2 b an angry person. I need 2 really control myself so I dont end ^ like this. I need 2 make sure I dont get angry real easy & I dont well ya'll know. I know there is goin' 2 b alot more ♥ ack then what I have gone threw so far. I cant make that a reson 2 shute out the world r 2 b an angry person. I have 2 make sure it makes me strong instead of lettin' it ruin me 4 life. U know what they say "What dont kill us makes us strong". Well this is stupid I know it was just s.thin' on my mind. Well its l8 & I gotta run. W/ a hug & a kiss I'm out like this. Thinx 4 reading sign the book. ♥ M♥Wilson |
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Wearing:red silo shirt & blue jeanes Drinking:sweet tea Eating:nothin Thinking:about the past Talking to:Kari Felling:sad Linking:http://holdmeimcute.diaryland.com |
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Play List >>Undistcoverd-Ashlee Simpson >>my best friend-Tim McGraw >>My Immortal-Evensence >>Broken-Amy Lee >>Over & Over-Tim McGraw & Nelly >>fall to pieces-Avril Lavign >>bless the broken road-rascal flatts |
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Bio my full name is Mika-Mae Wilson. but my friends call me Mika-Mae. im a 15 year old living in Durant.I have green eyes and brown hair w/ blond highlights, my friends say I look like my aunt Kandy. |
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