RRR
i read coopers diary and it made me think of why i always seem to get hurt. why no one really ever loves me. that i cant seem to find the right person.
then i read kaylyn's diary about how i would be hurt if she goes out with brian and she is very right. that would hurt me more then anything. cuz she is suppose to be my friend and she knows how much i am still in love with him. i would be really mad if she did something like that to me.
shandy told me brian said that "he still loves me but he just dont want to be with me" whatever that means. i am sick of this. if he loves me then why dont he want to be with me. that makes no sence. i dought he ever loved me at all. and if he does i wish he would just tell me the truth about everything. RRR. i hate this.
why do boys hate me so much? why cant someone just acutally love me? RRR

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my full name is Mika-Mae Wilson. but my friends call me Mika-Mae. im a 15 year old living in Durant.I have green eyes and brown hair w/ blond highlights, my friends say I look like my aunt Kandy.
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