....LOVE....

I love it when its rainin'-I could sleep all day. Its such a prutty sound. It makes me fell happy inside. I know it sounds weird but its true....When my mom is in a good mood-& she wants 2 go shoppin' r lession 2 music r dance around n the living room. Its so much fun...PINK...EVENSCENCE-(r however u spell it) some of their song tell exacly how I feel about somethin' its so weird...KATEY-she always trys 2 b just like me. It makes me feel good about myself :D...GOOD DAYS...MUSIC...DANCING...LAPHING...MAOUNTIAN...ANGELS...QUOTES...MY PUPPY MADDY...my locker @ school-I put pics of my friends & candy rappers and quotes I like n it...Hangin' out w/ my friends-I love it when I get a chance 2 just go run around & act like I am a kid lessionin' 2 loud music r goin' 2 the movies...Amanda-I am so glad she moved < 2 TX so I can c her agin. She is the best...THE SHOW FRIENDS...BO...SMILES...BABYS...FUNNY SAYINGS...JOCKS...The word DUH-Idk y I just like th@ word. The look on ppls face when thier sayin' th@ word cracks me ^...BFFS...PICTURES...MOVIES...Those weird moments right b4 u kiss s.one & right after-IDK y but I love that when u'r sittin' there thinking hurry ^ breack the silince say s.thing & u know there thinkin' the s.thing so 2 break the silince u say s.thing off the wall th@ makes no since what so ever...MY FRIENDS...JENNIFER...COOPER...BRITTANY...BARBIE-they r so sweet 2 me they lession when I need them...MAKING UP WORDS-to say n a sintance 2 throw s.one off & look @ u like u just lost ur mind...STICKY TACK...POSTERS...KNOWIN' S.ONE LOVES ME-I havent felt th@ way n a long time but I remember when I did & it was the best...HOLDING HANDS...FIRST KISSES...MAKING PPL SMILE...PHONE CALLS...LOVE...GAMES...LYRICS...GUESTBOOKS...FAMILY...Terminator-He is my hero I love it...BEIN' EXHITED...MTV...Memories-Some of them make me sad & I can't think about them 4 long but isn't it nice s.times 2 just remeber...RAIDOS...CDS...OLD RECORDS...USHER-He is so cute...ACTING...SINGING...V-DAY...X-MAS...GIFTS...B-DAYS...CHURCH...FOOTBALL...OSU...TEXAS LONGHORNS...BASEBALL...Dajavew-Most ppl h8 it when they get th@ but I think it is so awsome. I just love it. Its so funny...SASHA-I know we do nothin' but fight but she is a good sister & she is always there when I need her...MY BED...KNOWIN' S.ONE IS THINKIN' ABOUT U...ROWLING MY EYES...KISSIN'...BEING TOLD I AM LOVED...BEING TOLD I AM PRUTTY...TANNER...CASSIDAY...LUKE...there is alot more but I dont think I can put it all on here. s.things I dotn want some ppl 2 know about cuz then the whole world would 2 & he reads this...

....HATES....

BEING BROCK ^ W/-I never knew what th@ felt like b4...THE FACT MY MOM IS ALWAYS N A BAD MOOD...BAD DAYS...STUPIDS SONGS...THE FACT MY DAD IS NEVER HOME...FEELIN' LONLY...MY STUPID FEARS...Bein' lied 2-I hate th@ its so much better 2 just tell me the truth cuz ya know its better...CRYING-I know th@ I do it alot but I hate it so much...BEING SCARRED...The fact that I am so afraid of being alone...DEATH...PAIN...LOVE...SADDNESS...STUPID SONGS...STUPID MOVIES...being afraid 2 come home cuz my mom is always angry...I hate hateing 2 come home...THE LIES IN MY FAMILY...BEING ANGRY...FEELING UGLY...I hate that the only person I have ever loved doesnt love me n-e more...The way s.ppl can make me feel so ugly, small, lost...I hate th@ my mom thinks I am a slut cuz I dont stay w/ boys very long cuz I dont want 2 get hurt...knowin' I lost the best thing I ever had...knowin' every thing about my family th@ I use 2 not...Seeing my family fall apart right n frunt of me but I cant do n-e thing 2 stop it...BEING SICK...PPL TAKING U'R BOYFRIEND...I am a very jelouse person...watching my life fall 2 shit...my mom callin' me bad things...my dad saying I will never b able 2 do s.thing cuz I dont have the right _______...Knowing I am not good enough...THE PAIN I FEEL RIGHT NOW...KNOWIN' I HAVE DONE SOMETHING 2 MAKE MY PARENTS HATE ME...no matter what I do never bein' good enough 4 my mom...LOOKING THE WAY I DO...KNOWIN' W/ EVERYTHING I DO I AM LETTING MY FAMILY DOWN...FEELIN' LIKE ALWAYS HAVE S.THING I HAVE 2 PROVE...REGRAITING...This is really long I gotta go now. Things 4 reading all this if u did...

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♥ M.Wilson

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