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i have come to this...i am ready now to move on to the next step in my life. no that dont mean date other people. it means put brian in the past. he put me there. i am not turning my back on it i am just geting over it. yeah he might have been the only person i thought understood me but obviously he didnt. no one really understainds me. if you thank you do your sadly mistaking. no one does. one person out there that i have yet to find does and when i find him i will never let him go. but i havent. one guy out there will fill the void that has never really been feld. i thought it had before but it hasnt. it just got coverd up. now that i know that just cuz you love someone dont mean they love you back i will make sure to gard my heart better next time. i dont want to ever be hurt like this agian. and all tho it still hurts i will move on. i have exepted the fact that it is over for good. i wish it werent but it is and there is nothing i can do about it. exeptance is the key to moving forword. i have never been the person to set stil in life i will be damned if i do it now. i always move on and i am not going to change that. today i didnt go to school. i thought i had and ear ack but when i went to the doc. he told me that i had this thing were i might have to get braces to fix or maybe even brack me jaw. i cant get in to the dentice till oct. so i wont know till then. it was caused from me grinding my teeth in my sleep. i dont know how there going to fix it i just hope i dont get me jaw brocken. then i also have to get my tancels out. so yeah...i can already tell this is going to be one hell of a bad year. rrrr....i just hope it hurrys and passes. i dont want another bad year.....not agian... friday i am going to get my hair died black. kinda black and i am exighted. i cant wait. i am gonna be hot. lol. well g2g. m.wilson. sign the book |
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Wearing:red silo shirt & blue jeanes Drinking:sweet tea Eating:nothin Thinking:about the past Talking to:Kari Felling:sad Linking:http://holdmeimcute.diaryland.com |
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Play List >>Undistcoverd-Ashlee Simpson >>my best friend-Tim McGraw >>My Immortal-Evensence >>Broken-Amy Lee >>Over & Over-Tim McGraw & Nelly >>fall to pieces-Avril Lavign >>bless the broken road-rascal flatts |
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Bio my full name is Mika-Mae Wilson. but my friends call me Mika-Mae. im a 15 year old living in Durant.I have green eyes and brown hair w/ blond highlights, my friends say I look like my aunt Kandy. |
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